Ok, i'm kinda tired, so leave me be if i mess up, neways, i was on msn last nite til like 4, i was tlaking to a really good friend...shes up in toronto and she couldn't sleep, so i decided i'd stay and talk to her, and i also let out a secret to her...i've liked her since i met her...which was the night i went to the movies with vanessa...lexx is the girl i'm talking about, she came along, and it was the first time i met her, and all i could say about her now and then is...WOW...she is soo awsome, like super hot, really nice, and we get along great...but yeah, i've liked her for a while...and yeah, things, i dunno, its hard to explain, but wut i thought was impossible, happened last nite...and i dunno, i'm really happy now...thing is...she has a bf *grunt* oh well, i'm not gunna interfere...i don't do that, but i do really like her so yeah, i dunno wut else to say, just lettin ya'll know i'm getting to be pretty happy :D lol, l8erz....ps, my hotmail addy is ryan182@hotmail.com if nebody wants to add me...
FUCKING WONDERFUL! i just found out for sure that the fucking whore of my exgf (vanessa mcnish) cheated on me...and it wasn't a one time deal either, it went on for a whole fucking weekend! to vanessa - sweet fucking deal u bitch, i treat u like a princess, always complement u, help u out with things, tell u ur the best, and u fucking turn around and cheat on me when i'm in ottawa, fuck u bitch, u broke my heart into thousands of pieces! oh and by the way, i never want to talk to u ever again! :evil: :cry:
ok, yeah, i havin't been on here in awhile, but oh well, my gf just dumped me today, and for like no reason, well so it seems, i know there is one tho. she went partying all weekend, got stoned, and prolly drunk, and more then likly cheated on me...and its not the first time this has happened to me, but with other girls...i just wanna know something...Y THE FUCK IS IT ALWAYS ALRIGHT IF THE GIRL CHEATS ON THE GUY BUT NOT THE OTHER WAY AROUND?!?! jesus, a guy even looks at a girl and his gf gives him the cold shoulder...this is really fucked up, neways, i don't need her, i was fine b4 her neways, besides, all my friends told me to watch out for her...i guess i shoulda listened to them, sorry guys :(. oh well, i'm single and lovin it, lol, its gunna be awhile b4 i even wanna talk to that skank...neways, i g2g to bed, i've been up for like 72 hours, lmao, l8er, comment all u want, i don't care if u wanna bitch, nobody said i have to read wut u bitch about :P
Hey, yea, i was with vanessa and lexx tonite, we went to go see the matrix revolutions at bci, it was an awsome movie, cept the damn thing stop b4 neo and smith got in a fight, oh well. i had a good nite, things were so awsome with me and vanessa *sigh* i miss her, lol, oh, and i'm a loser, its 5:44 AM, meh, neways, back to my story, yea, i've liked vanessa for a while, and i dunno, sumthing clicked, and i asked her out, and yea, to top my wonderful nite of...she said yes....YYYYYEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAHHH HHH!!!!!!!!!!! lmao, neways, i better be starting to get ready for school, i'd be getting up in 15 min on a regular day, l8er :D
Schooless, and i wanna find out who this person is
hey, so yea, i'm am presently without a school, lol, love bein in limbo, haha, i wanna go to bci, but i'd prolly fail most of my courses, so i think i'm gunna go to tiss...anyways, theres this girl, aka cindy, who knows who i am, thinks i'm super hot appearantly, and i have no clue who this girl is...and neither does nebody else...weird, i think its a set up, but i could be wrong...i'm most likely am...oh well, i just wanna find out who this is...its eating away at my brain...hahaha, neways, yea, if u read this "cindy" add my email, ryan182@hotmail.com, i wanna find out who u r, neways, l8er everyone, its late, i'm dropin off, l8er
Hey, its been a while since i've been on here, but oh well, i'm back...now, i have an exam on friday that i'm sure i'm gunna fail...that damn shit of paper is digging me a grave, lol, neways...this coming monday i have to go into my new school for a meeting with the vp and guidance councilor, fun fun :? i have stumbled across an amazing punk band, Rufio, i know they have a stupid name, but there music is awsome. I've been tlak with that girl i really like a little bit more...i think sumthins gunna happen there, so wish me luck. argh, i wanna rip her ex bf's throat out and smack him across the face with it, argh, hes such a loser. neways, thats about all i have to say...cept that i wanna say bye to all my friends from athens, u guys are the best, u know who u r! l8er
i'm so happy i'm going to a new school...my friends there are the best! there sooo nice, and recently i've gotten really close with some of them...neways, i'm still lost on whether this gurl i like...likes me back, lol, i hope so tho, i mean, she really needs to get her mind off of this jackass its set on now...i could treat her soo much better, neways i've heard stuff that she does like me, then stuff that she doesn't...wow, its tying my brain in a knot, lol, we'll just have to see what happens when i get to bci...it would really help if she told me to...lol, ah well, i don't think i can get someone as good as her, but i can sure as hell try, lol. i'm gunna be so out of it the first day of school, i have 2 of my bestest buds helpin me around the place, so i shouldn't be so bad...but they'll prolly ditch me, so i'll have to find my own way around...mah, i hope i can do it :? lol, neways, i just linked 2 more sites to this one...so check it out, i'm gunna go now neways, l8er
OK, theres this gurl a danced with at a dance not too long ago, and i think sumting clicked cuz i really started to like her...now, just yesterday, her best friend asked her if she like me, and the girl grined and giggled, what does that mean? does she like me or not? whoa, i'm lost!
anyways, i start at my new school on feb 3rd, wow, i'm soo nervous, but i have lots of friends there backing me up, so i should be good, but its soo much smaller then my last school...oh well, i'll get used to it, anyways, dropin off, l8er
yea, i have sweet dick all planned for my weekend, i have a friend over rite now, and we have no idea what to do...we could walk up to the mall, we could go to mcdonalds...but y? all we would be doing is sitting in mcdonalds for an hour :? anyways, i helped my friend out on the internet last nite, she was in a really depressed mood because her bf dumped her, i'm really concerned, she was crazy about him, but at least i hope i helped her, i stuck by her side for 3 hours...but i think i helped, neways, i'm outta here, l8er
Ok, i'm sooo messed up rite now. ok, theres this gurl that i've liked for a while, but shes always getting mad at me for sumthing... i was trying to be on my best behaviour last nite at the dance, but i dance with this other really hot gurl, and i dunno, i felt sumthing click between me and her last nite, i dunno i could be wrong, but i think theres sumthing there, well on my part anyways...and i don't know wut to do, i mean, i don't know her all that well, and i know the other gurl really well, but we went out b4, and it blew up in our faces, so i dunno what i want to do, i mean, i just realized i really like this gurl i danced with...what do i do?.... :?
jesus, my mom is always bitching at me about sumthing! whenever i get anything done, i never get recognition, i hate it, she always picks out the things i don't do, DAMNIT! i hate this, i can't get out of this life! argh! *smashes head on keyboard* nhbgkijujukih...oww, lol. why can't parents appreciate they children every now and then? i know they do, but most of the time, it dosen't seem like it...anyways, i'm done ranting...i think...WAIT!...na, i'm done, lol. l8er
IT'S SO GOD DAMN COLD OUT TODAY!!! i ttok out the trash this morning and froze my balls off, woo! i was supposed to walk to a dance with 2 of my friends tonite, but i'm just gunna c if they wanna stay at my place for a bit. anyways, i'm so tired today, a family of fat ppl live above us, and the bastards get up at about 3 in the morning :evil: i can't belive it, every step they take, i can hear it, my god, i wonder if they've ever heard of jenny craig...hmm...new subject, i was just informed by the guidence councilor at my school that the only class i need to do anywork in from now till exams is english! woo! its like a vacation from hw, i love it! i was just eating the grossest pizza i've ever had, its soo sick, i think they should put it on the food cart for fear factor. ugh, now i my mother is bitching at me because i'm on the internet, i hate parents...anyways, i g2g, l8er
Hey, i just set this thing up! WOO! anyways, my day was pretty good, my friend said she was gunna walk me to the dance at her school tomorrow, that'll be cool. i just started talking to the gurl that i am crazy about again today, we had a big ass fight the other day, it was really bad, but were good now! i'm so uncomfortable rite now, my back hurts like a bitch, i've been sitting the same way for 4 damn hours, lol. i need a life. i hope the dance will be good, i'm supposed to be going to this school for second semester...i never been to this place b4, i'm kinda nervous, ah well, it'll pass. i'm not really sure whats gunna happen to me on the first day, i'm really quite when i know hardly anybody, and its weird for me to be quite, oh well. i'm soo tired, i'm just talking to my friend on msn rite now, anybody wants my email its ryguy_87@hotmail.com, and my friends tblog is xdisturbedx.tblog.com, check it out. i need sleep, i'm seeing double, wooo, like being in a hitchcock dream, lol, creepy mofo he is, lol, anyways, i'm dropin off, l8er!
